Used-to-be's

I was weak

needy

dependent

vulnerable

repressed

forgiving

naive...

but now

I am mighty

I was confused

but pain

contempt

abandonment

finally seared

my focus and

awareness

laser sharp

I disowned strength--

hidden behind fear

faith

hope

wishes

trust

turned cheeks

and charity...

but now

I am

resolute

and resilient

I am

guilty

of allowing

all that has

accosted me

but

I am

unyielding

now;

conscious

alert

secure

hardened

capable

I won't be fooled

again

***